Sunday, July 29, 2012

Getting Comfortable


With the images and emotions from Cambodia still fresh in my mind, the ability to compare and contrast Cambodia with Nicaragua comes naturally. Coming into this service trip open-minded and free of expectations, I was immediately baffled, but comforted, by the clean environment. Those of you who have visited Nicaragua before may respectfully disagree with me, yet I'm making my determination based on my experience in Cambodia. Intricately shaped trees line the streets, reminding me of the film "Edward Scissorhands," drawing the passersby in and claiming, "Look at me! Look at me!" During this service trip we have the pleasure of staying at Hostel Hamacas, a quaint home-away-from-home which is truly inviting and immerses one into the culture of the country with its vibrant color schemes, lush foliage and authentic decor. I am approaching this opportunity with zero expectations, and so I will just breathe, laugh, love and live like there's no tomorrow. 

Originating from Miami and also my new favorite ladies, Aleyda and Kristal will serve as our translators this week, assisting us both on site at Escuela Especial and during our afternoon home visits. Known to most as the bubbly individual always seeking to be a better person and foster better situations for those around her, Lisamarie discovered Aleyda and Kristal through a companion at a yoga class here in Nicaragua. My initial impression was that these females were street smart, savvy women with tough outer shells, women that would get a job done and get it right. And yes, after several conversations throughout the day, the assumption was confirmed; however, this kind-hearted mother-daughter duo shares the same passions as Lisamarie and me. Hardworking, firm and fearless, as a quadruplet we will do our best to accomplish the work we came to do, both for the students in Nicaragua and the students we have brought from our little bubble in Eagle County. 

Before initiating CLEANING 101, we were given the opportunity to meet most of the staff, which included some of the following: Carmen Margherita (physical therapy), Marta (preschool), and Marino (teacher for the deaf). Meeting Marino, a beautiful soul with a beaming smile, provided me my first experience with the Nicaraguan sign language. Marino, deaf himself, was very patient as we learned how to sign his name, because it did take multiple attempts. When we correctly signed back with "Buenos Dias," he lit up like a neon sign in the dark of night. I see a new friendship and mentor in my future. 

And so now, please permit me to take you on a short journey of the school: 11 metal-gated classrooms, blue-white-blue exterior paint to represent the flag, lush foliage, banana and papaya trees, a desperate lack of supplies, no whiteboards, handwritten posters, random activities obviously supplied by donors, broken manipulatives, no pencils, rooms lined with wheelchairs and rickety wooden chairs, stacks of unorganized papers, running water, cobweb-covered equipment, dirt and grime from 28 years of existence...I could keep going and going, but I think you get the point. To adequately prepare for our upcoming week with the students, we needed to show the teachers how invested we truly are, how much this opportunity means to us. Cleaning the school not only makes us feel good at the end of the day, but it fosters our commitment to greatness, our compassion for those who can do nothing for us in return.

Our mission for Day 1 at the school was to clean and organize every classroom, disinfect the cafeteria, and purify the grounds of waste. Paired up with Kristal, Maddie, Makena and I gained unforgettable information about spiders, as our intimate encounter with one served as a defining moment in our day. Did you know that a tarantula's defense mechanism is its hairs? Apparently when threatened, they release their hairs into the opponent's mouth, further encompassing the esophagus and lungs, eventually suffocating them. You may wonder why I added this tidbit of information into my blog? It's because I took this new knowledge and immediately compared it to my involvement with Children's Global Alliance-three words: Share. The. Love. Two years ago when I expressed (in a photo comment on Facebook) to Lisamarie that I wanted to be involved, she shared her personal objective and desire to bring students aboard. One agreement spiraled into the next, and the next, and look where the organization is now. Inclusive of my son Axel and my commitments at home, it is my world. I am not suffocating like the victim mentioned above, but am truly living and breathing the opportunities provided me by CGA and Lisamarie Howell. Thank you, LMH, for being my tarantula. I am surrounded by so much love, which in turn, radiates from my own love-swollen heart. 

At the current moment I am overwhelmed with curiosity and anxiety. How do the classes and teachers function with limited supplies? What will the student-to-teacher ratio look like in action? What challenges do they face that I haven’t already been exposed to? How will our limited knowledge of Nicaraguan sign language play out? Will we be accepted by the children? 

Once again, this opportunity forces me, whether I want to accept this reality or not, to be grateful for everyone and everything in my life. So I remember to breath, laugh, love and live. xoxo

Thursday, July 26, 2012

Que dia mas bonito!

Hola. Soy una voluntaria de los Estados Unidos por Global Alianza de los Ninos.

Here. We. Go.

Tomorrow I embark on a journey with 5 students to the beautiful country of Nicaragua, where we will be volunteering at Escuela Especial Sor Maria Romero, a school for students with special needs. So severely disabled that travel is not an option, we will be making daily trips to volunteer in students’ homes.

I have a slightly elevated level of anxiety going into this trip, as it will be my first time in Nicaragua. As was last year with my first trip to Cambodia, my stomach is fluttering with butterflies, and fluttering may be an understatement-I have that euphoric feeling one gets before making a monumental step or decision in their life, accompanied with some nausea...no big deal.

As an educator and a mother, not only do I know that I can make a big impact in Rivas, Nicaragua, but the students and teachers will be even more impactful upon my character, fostering my personal growth and sense of global awareness.

I look forward to this challenge and opportunity. 

Thank you, Lisamarie, for making it happen! 

Buenas Noches. xoxo

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Speechless...literally.

What a whirlwind of a summer it's been, and finding a peaceful moment to digest the reality I experienced in Cambodia has been very challenging. I find myself, at least ten times a day, processing the trip, our strengths, our areas for improvement, student growth, and personal growth.

What started as a series of interviews at CPO turned into a sea of new knowledge, one I am finding hard to express in words to friends and family. One has to, ideally, experience the reality firsthand to fully understand the depth of poverty we were exposed to, and to recognize the "happiness" that truly exists in such conditions.

I'd like to start with information divulged through initial interviews with Sohm Ahn, the "director" of the orphanage. A Cambodian's salary typcially averages anywhere from $30-$50 a month, equivalent to $360-$600 a year, depending on the type of work performed. Keeping this in mind, CPO pays $120 for their land rental and $30 for electric, both per month. With 33+ children, "staff" members, the director and her husband all needing to survive, you may wonder how they actually do? With rice pricing at $30/bag, and needing 8 bags per month to able to feed every mouth three times a day, their monthly bill is almost $400! Needless to say, they eat limited amounts of pork and eggs for protein, and morning glories are the common vegetable, or should I say weed? That's what it appeared to be, but the taste is delightful. As we pressed on with questions, we found that a Japanese group supplies 4 bags of rice per month and also assists with the land rental fee. Apparently this Japanese group visits CPO 1-2 times per month now, and the two have been associated with each other for quite some time, back to when CPO was a small shack of 4-5 kids, located in the slums. The help has been consistent, necessary, and truly a blessing!

Every child attends the government school, when age appropriate, with grades 1-6 attending 1/2 day sessions and the high school students attending full day sessions. With a well on site (yet desperately needing some H2O), the children bathe and wash their clothes regularly; Every child fends for himself. (the little guys needed some prompting to keep clean, and when we could convince them to come bathe, there's nothing sweeter than smiles, wide eyes, and tan behinds glistening in the Cambodian sun)

Needs, needs, needs...I commonly use this language with Axel-"you may want it, but you don't NEED it." Needs expressed consisted of the following: a small enclosed room to teach English, money for rice, snack money for the children when at school, a extension of the roof to prevent leaking onto the stage/sleeping quarters, and running water. To consistently provide money for food, several select students are very versed in traditional Khmer dancing, and they hold performances on their stage. The local village is invited, entrance fees support the orphanage, and every once in a while the group travels to perform at local weddings and celebrations. One step towards self-sustainability! Yes!

Lisamarie immediately decided to fund both the roof and the governmental running water:
Roof: $180
Water: $190
Smiles on their faces: priceless
                                                                   Beginning Stages

                                                                         Progressing

                                                                        3/4 completed

                                                               Mission Accomplished!


The roof materials were purchased that very same day, and construction began the next. Witnessing this event, a "taken-for-granted luxury back home," filled my heart with the utmost gratitude for my own life. Picture the Grinch, not saying that I'm the Grinch, but the moment in which his heart swells in his chest to ten times the normal size...that's what this moment felt like, and it's the best way for me to describe it.

So, I guess I've overcome the "speechless" situation I was in...

xoxo